It is so important to me that I get across what’s on my heart. I want people to know exactly what I’m thinking and feeling — there must be no confusion or misunderstanding. I will not be a failed communicator to the people who must comprehend me to my satisfaction.
But is there more than that? Am I the only thing that I need to be communicating? What if that were just the tip of the iceburg? What if my eyes could be on higher things? What if a better understanding of Jesus Christ were the thing that had to shine through in everything? What if knowing this could make it bearable to be foggy myself as long as my Lord was clear? After all, who is it essential that the world love — that I love — but Him?