I am always inquiring to God about how I am doing. I am more concerned with my credit than His. What is my account looking like, Lord?
What I forget is that mine was so past being sunk that He deleted it so that His can perform its functions in place of mine. I no longer need to rely on that first account, but to constantly be attending to His account that I may not be diverted by useless activities hinging on something that doesn’t any longer exist.